It's been a long time since I posted something on this thing. If anyone's reading this, WELCOME BACK TO A CRAZY WORLD.
Last time I logged in here, i had a fiancé, a son, a daughter, dreams... all of those. Now, what's left? Hope.
Things don't actually turn out the way you plan them to. For a 15 year old, i definitely never planned on getting my heart broken this early. Sure. a lot may say "you're still young" or "wala yan. Move on lang".. Well, here's the thing...
YOU TRY TO DO IT FIRST.
Falling in love is a great thing they say... falling OUT of it though? It's a greater thing. Honestly, i would've never thought of it myself unless I heard it from someone.( Big credits to Lovi Poe on this)
I'm not denying the fact I love too much. More than what I'm capable of. Which is funny. I never really thought I'd love more than what i think... but i guess what you feel is, at most times, greater than anything your mind can conjure up.
I don't believe in falling in love anymore..
yeah.. i really don't.
I believe everything's planned. None of that destiny stuff anymore. Hopefully not for me. I think everything's planned. Maybe not by you, but by someone else. I never had control of my life. That's where I messed up. I've been longing for the control that no one could ever have. I wanted consistency.. yet i got pain instead. Which comes to this post..
PAIN is consistent. CHANGE is consistent. REGRETTING is consistent.
but you know what else is consistent?
LOVE.
try thinking over this post. It's chaos when you read it the first time.. i know.. I got confused din. :)) But really, THINK ABOUT IT.
Thanks for all the memories. They will forever be in my heart. Thank you for teaching me things. I love you, but i know someone could love you more. :)
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